Artistic Journey, Journal

My Artistic Journey: From Tracing Paper to Oil Paint

I did my fair share of tracing as a young boy — and my favourite tracing paper was the very same baking paper my mum used in the kitchen. My earliest tracings were of airplanes and dramatic wartime scenes, copied from a well-worn edition of the London Illustrated News I found in my grandpa’s library. Remarkably, I still own those tracings, and I truly believe they were the very first sparks that ignited my lifelong passion for art.

Although I’m essentially self-taught, my formal artistic journey began in the early 1970s during my time as a student at the Lyceum. There, I was fortunate to receive art tutoring from none other than Antoine Camilleri (1922–2005), one of Malta’s leading artists and a name cherished by many art lovers. Looking back, I feel incredibly lucky to have begun under the guidance of such a respected figure.

Our early lessons focused on designing and painting patterns inspired by traditional Maltese tilework. Using poster colours, we had to create intricate motifs that could be replicated seamlessly — each design a tessellation of a single basic cell. At first, the challenge intrigued me, but it didn’t take long before repetition wore thin. I wanted something more engaging, more human.

I remember asking my tutor if I could try something different. Despite the rest of the class continuing with their tile designs, he welcomed my request. He handed me a small wooden mannequin — the kind you can pose into different stances. It became my new challenge. I began drawing it in pencil, paying close attention not just to proportion and pose but also to the complexities of shadow and light. That shift opened up a whole new dimension in my approach to drawing, and Antoine’s flexibility left a lasting impression on me.

Later in my Lyceum years, a very unexpected opportunity came my way. My cousin, Michelina Mifsud — a cloistered nun at St Catherine’s Monastery in Valletta — asked me to carry out a minor restoration on a beloved statue of the Madonna known as il-Madonna tal-Monasteru, housed in the crypt of the monastery. According to tradition, this Madonna is considered miraculous, with her apparition dating back to Saturday, 6th November 1710, when she appeared to a group of praying nuns.

I wasn’t a trained restorer, nor was I aware at the time that such work should ideally be handled by professionals. But since the task was simply to touch up areas where paint had peeled, I accepted — and in doing so, I bought my first set of oil paints and brushes.

Access to the crypt required a special procedure. The monastery, being a cloistered environment, strictly barred outsiders — especially men — from entering. But I was granted permission, and I still remember the experience vividly. The mother superior led me through the quiet corridors, ringing a bell loud enough for all of Valletta to hear — a signal for the nuns to return to their rooms and avoid any contact. It felt surreal, like stepping into a different world.

That formality didn’t last long, though. Over time, I was welcomed into their quiet community, and those six Saturdays — my only free time from studies — became something I looked forward to deeply. The Madonna had a powerful presence, and being so close to her for those sessions left a permanent mark on me.

Nearly 50 years later, in 2019, I returned to the crypt. This time, Michelina — now Sister Michaelina — had become the Mother Superior herself. Restoration works were ongoing, now backed by government funding, and the statue had undergone professional conservation. Revisiting that space, surrounded by memory and devotion, was emotional. It felt like reconnecting with an old friend — and with a formative chapter in my life that helped shape the artist I am today.

Madonna of the Monastery
Madonna of the Monastery
Artistic Journey, Journal

The Eye of the Critic — Shaping My Artistic Legacy

Over the years, I’ve had the honour of exhibiting my works in numerous solo exhibitions, both in Malta and abroad. At each stage of this journey, I’ve been humbled by the attention and support of many insightful art critics and feature writers, who reviewed my exhibitions and offered thoughtful interpretations of my work. Their reviews often brought forward layers of meaning I had unconsciously embedded in my art, and their words were a source of both encouragement and reflection. I remain deeply grateful for their contributions — each of which has become part of my artistic legacy.

As time passed and my collection of paintings grew into the hundreds, I began to sense the need for a deeper, more structured reflection — a way to bring together the full arc of my journey into one coherent body of work. I wasn’t looking for praise, but for understanding. For someone who could bring an objective, critical eye to decades of visual expression and help me prepare for the next chapter: the publication of a major book.

That’s when I turned to Marta Lock, an esteemed Italian art critic and curator whose depth of insight and elegant language I greatly admire. I entrusted her with the task of engaging critically with my entire collection — not just the works exhibited in galleries, but also those in storage, in sketchbooks, in progress. Marta approached this project with admirable dedication, immersing herself in the creative flow of my world.

What emerged from her study was a powerful and deeply affirming body of work: a critical review of my art, structured into 22 thematic chapters. Each chapter reflects a particular style, technique, or conceptual thread that has emerged over the past 25 years of painting. Marta’s essays go far beyond surface interpretation. She explored how my artistic identity unfolded over time, interpreting the emotional undercurrents, the symbolic language, and the stylistic choices that define my practice.

Working with Marta allowed me to see my work through fresh eyes — and to better understand the continuous line that connects my earliest paintings to my most recent compositions. Her voice, like those of the many Maltese and international critics who reviewed my earlier shows, forms an essential part of how my work lives beyond the canvas.

Equally vital in this journey was the contribution of Nicole Baldacchino, who worked in parallel with Marta during this intensive phase of the project. Nicole viewed each of my paintings individually — an extensive and meticulous task — and assisted in the classification of the works under the 22 categories Marta had defined. This laborious process not only helped us maintain a coherent structure throughout the book, but also enabled me to select a carefully redacted set of artworks for inclusion in each of the reviewed chapters. Her precision, commitment, and curatorial support brought an invaluable dimension to the entire effort, helping to bridge the analytical with the visual.

The collaboration with Marta now serves as the foundation of a new book I am preparing, which will feature around 600 artworks created over the past quarter century. The book will include her critical essays, along with high-quality reproductions of my paintings, drawings, and mixed media works. It is both a record and a reflection — a visual chronicle of my evolution as an artist, framed by critical insight and personal reflection.

This project is not simply about legacy — it’s about continuing a dialogue between artist, viewer, and critic. It’s about opening the door for others to step inside my creative process and perhaps find a reflection of their own stories within.

In upcoming blog posts, I look forward to sharing a few of these chapters with you, along with stories behind the works that shaped them. Thank you, as always, for being part of this journey with me.

Typical Review by Marta Lock
Typical Review by Marta Lock